Born to give and forgive,

We come to life with white blank page in the book of our life, then our parents are the first people to write in this page. We were born on Earth. To give and forgive. But people teach us different ways to survive. Being ungrateful, or not willing to give, or forgive, Is not positive feeling, towards people in our life. 

 We meet people who help us, and others, who give us pain, it is very important, to come over the pain, and decide to give and forgive. 

 Giving, family members, friends, and even strangers, is a nice feeling. Because when you give, you have a satisfactory feeling, of being somebody on earth.  

If you decide one day to hold someone hand, or wipe his tears, or even giving him a hand to cross the street, or lift him up when he falls, it will make you always feel, you trying to be a good person. 

 Abandon someone who need your help, while you can help, it makes you feel small.  

People make mistakes in life, and the best way, is to come back and try to fix it. If you decide not to come back, or try to fix what you broke, from where you broke it, you cannot really look in the mirror and say, “At least I tried”. 

 When you reach out to the people you love, and try to give them your hand, and they turn down your hand. It shouldn't make you give up. You should keep trying, because giving your hand, such a powerful act, towards someone who hurt you. 

 One day, my children decided, to walk away from my life, and never looked back. They decided, they should not have any contact or see their mum. They believe in their heart; we don't need our mum any more we are not children anymore. Just hard to believe as an adult you need to stop seeing or living with your mum. Just shocking but fact of life. 

 So, when my daughter is 22 years old, September 2025. I couldn't even say to her, Happy birthday, because I don't have any way to contact her. 

 When I sent £100 to her bank account, it bounces back, I called my bank, I said, why? They said I must contact my daughter. I hang up the phone. I cried. Because I can't contact my daughter. Her father does not encourage her to contact me. Her brother said to me, you have to promise me, to stop trying to contact her. It's not in her best interest, to see you or speak to you. I drove all away 180 miles to see my kids. Just have tried to see her. She's 22 years old, young woman. Who decide? She should abandon her mother. That if she speak to her mom. It will not be good for her, and after 25 years of marriage. Her father doesn't say to her, call your mom. Life sometimes shocks you. You think when you get old? You're going to be happy with your family or raise your grandchildren. But when the marriage broke, and the man have very little respect for the woman, you cannot really do anything, to improve the situation. Unless my daughter hears my voice, or read this story, maybe she will decide, to see her mum, after all. I'm the woman who raised her for 20 years, but she decided, that I'm not worth it, and I have no value in her life.  

Her brother said to me, you must promise me to stop coming or trying to see my sister. Shocking facts of my life. 

Being a Mum is the most noble task for a woman to be, if you don't believe me, ask any woman who couldn't be a Mum. My kids are my life, building their characters, and encouraging them to try, to choose the right things to do is important for societies. Teaching them that it's ok to make a mistake and come back to fix it, is the most powerful action human can achieve in their life. Be strong, be positive, and as Mr Obama said, "Yes we can". I love the energy in this sentence. It always gives me hope which is the meaning of my name in real life, yes, “Amal “is Arabic meaning Hope and inspiration, after all I'm the great gran daughter of the queen Cleopatra the queen of Egypt. (born January 69 BC /Died August 31 BC)